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Analysis of the Five Factor Personality Test (IPIP-NEO)
Different individual personalities are what make people so fascinating and
interesting to interact with. Every human being possesses a personality
unique to them whose traits manifest themselves daily through the person's
thoughts, choices, and involvements with others. Nearly every decision that
a person makes, from the friends they choose, to job they employ, to their
particular tastes, can be linked back to their specific personality.
Personalities say a lot about who you are as a person.
For me, participating in the online personality test was an opportunity to
take a closer look at myself and possibly even offer some clues as what
makes me who I am. I spent a good deal of time really thinking about the
results that I received at the conclusion of the test in relation to the way
that I live my life in order to ensure a proper analysis. I suppose I could
say that this attention to detail is just part of my personality.
I will admit that I was somewhat surprised at the accuracy of the scoring
in the five different areas tested, whether I liked the outcome or not. In
looking at the first category, extraversion, I was not completely shocked to
find that I had scored a low rating. Although I am a nice, friendly person
if you talk to me, I generally tend to keep my ideas and opinions quiet
simply because I am too shy to speak up. I do not often voice a
disagreement that I might have to an opinion because I do not want to draw
attention to myself. The idea of "all eyes on me" in any situation,
especially an uncomfortable one, makes me extremely uneasy. This particular
preference of mine might lead one to think that I would be most happy
sitting alone in a corner somewhere avoiding contact with others as much as
possible. Oddly enough, that is far from the truth. I very much enjoy
being part of a fun, interesting, or exciting event. However, I only want
to be in the background as a part of the main event, not to actually be the
main event.
In a deeper exploration of the second area, agreeableness, I was again
unsurprised at my scoring, which was high. I, admittedly, am a people
pleaser. I love to make other people happy because it makes me happy to
know that I had a positive affect on someone else. I am highly sympathetic
to people's needs and problems and am often the person friends turn to when
they need a shoulder to cry on. I feel that most people have good
intentions at heart and that trying my best to live in harmony with the rest
of the human population is the right and moral thing to do. I choose my
battles very carefully because I do not see the point in instigating a
trivial argument that will upset both parties involved and could have easily
been avoided by keeping quiet. I do not think so highly of myself that I
feel that need to inform everyone of all of my opinions. This does not mean
that I will always tell everyone that I agree with everything that they say,
I simply let them do or say what they please and as long as their behavior
is not destructive, there's no harm done. I want to get along with as many
people as I can in the best possible way. In short, I try not to "rock the
boat."
The only category that I was a little dismayed to see scored an average
rating was the third category, conscientiousness. I consider myself to be a
very conscientious person, but until taking this test had not fully
considered all aspects of this particular trait. For example, although I
have a very high sense of responsibility and like to act independently, I am
lacking in the self-discipline department. I always get important tasks
completed to the very best of my abilities, but I often find it difficult to
really get going on something. I set high goals and I do make strides at
achieving them, unfortunately I do have a tendency to be too careful and
therefore I do not forge ahead as strongly at meeting my goals as I
originally set out to do.
The fourth area of the personality test, neuroticism, showed a high score
for me which although I am not surprised at, I am unhappy about. This is
the area of my personality that I would most like to change. It is my
opinion that this is also the area that intertwines most throughout all five
of the personality categories. That is, through my desire to make other
people happy, be a good, moral person, be independent, successful, and
caring, it often causes me high levels of personal stress and anxiety. I am
a very emotional person and tend to easily suffer from depressions and
anxiety as the overpowering emotion in situations as opposed to anger. I am
very self-conscious throughout all activities that I embark upon as to not
make a wrong decision or be perceived in an unflattering manner. This flaw,
as I view it, in my personality leads me to me very sensitive in my
interpretations of events. Unfortunately, this makes me much more
vulnerable to be hurt easily. On the positive side, I continue to work at
overcoming this weakness as I feel that personality is not necessarily set
in stone and that it can be somewhat adjusted and improved.
In the fifth and final category, openness to experience, I scored a low
rating. Although I am an imaginative individual with an appreciation for
the exciting things life has to offer, I am not careless. I am receptive to
new ideas and experiences as long as I have at least some idea as to what is
involved. The lower score reflects my interest in gaining new perspectives,
as well as my slightly stronger cautiousness which leads me to have a
moderate fear of the unknown. It is not unheard of for me to participate in
some risk-taking behavior such as sky-diving, however, I like to carefully
weigh and consider all consequences in order to make an informed decision on
whether or not to participate in a particular event. I do not just simply
jump head-first with my eyes closed into something. I take calculated risks
of which I can be at least somewhat sure of the outcome. My adventurous
side is alive and well, but is often somewhat tamed by my desire to avoid
unsavory situations.
Through this analysis, I have been able to dissect my personality into
smaller parts that allowed me to more easily look at what components add up
to contribute to the person that I am. Some of the areas were more
difficult to digest than others, but no one is perfect. We all have peaks
and valleys to our personalities. It is through those peaks and valleys
that each individual is given dimension. I now have a better insight to
myself and I hope to keep nurturing this new understanding in order to
continue to evolve into the person that I am and the person that I am going
to be.